When Things Go Horribly Wrong
By: Beth Rennie #RVingPsychic
It has been a while since I posted a new blog on my website, so first off I should apologize for the lack of communication.
I love living and traveling in our RV!
Living on the road and being empathic is extremely hard. The idea of meeting new people so often and dealing with the closeness of others in Rv parks all create issues. Please don’t get me wrong I would not change a thing about living on the road, except the issues we have had with our RV.
So over the last two years since I last blogged, we have had a complete failure of the floor in our RV. We are trying to figure out what to do about it. The cost is anywhere from $6000-$20,000. We purchased our RV outright so we don’t have payments, but the cost to repair or purchase another unit is just more than we have. We are dealing with it the best we can. I would rather live in this until it falls in around my ears than to move back into a house to apartment.This has increased my anxiety along with issues that are ongoing with my daughter. Sometimes I forget all the lessons I learned and all the tools I have in my tool box. I just get reduced to the overwhelming feelings that assault me. I have recently realized that I had regressed to a time before and needed to get a handle on my emotions and physical body.
I have never eaten cleaner in my entire life, but I am still gaining weight. I have been unable to exercise due to a fall I took last May and then I have fallen 2 more times since then. I am finally feeling better and am working on solutions to the issues I have.
I forget that I can go to my friends and ask for the support I need to move ahead. I recently posted on facebook about how I am feeling and received such support, I could actually feel the love coming in. I can never thank you enough for those loving thoughts and prayers they meant more to me than I could express.
I have recently opened myself up for new clients and hopefully they will start making appointments so. This would allow me to be able to earn the money we need for our repairs/replacements.
I guess I am saying all this so that you can see we are all just humans bumping along our path and making choices about how we handle ourselves in our circumstances. I know a lot of people believe in a lot of different things and ideals and I get that, I don’t mean any disrespect for how you deal with life and all its many wonders, but for me it is about taking responsibility for my actions and the responses I have to what is happening around me. If I just gave up and copped out, where would that put me? I would have caved and moved out of my RV. I am made of sterner stuff than that. I have begun my meditation practices again and every time I start having negative self talk I am changing the dialogue to a more positive and loving script. It sounds so easy and almost to good to be true, but I have found that it can change the situation so much by changing how I talk about it and think about it.
Through meditation, self talk and reaching out to my friends for their support I can change the way things are happening in my life. I really believe we create the kind of life we want and need by how we approach and deal with issues that arise.
So.... Please take a moment and send a loving thought my way and if you need support, don’t hesitate to reach out, it helps me to help others. Prayers, healing energy, support and strength are always freely given.
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